If you’re done then I’m done. Because I’m so sick of being the only one that tries in our friendship. I come to you about things because I know i can trust you, and that’s big for me. I don’t trust many people and if you’re going to go from being my brother to treating me like I meant nothing to you, be my guest. You’ve done it before and It’s no different now. Friends aren’t something you can just pick up and drop whenever you want. I don’t care if those weren’t your intentions, you still made me feel that way, and a best friend shouldn’t do that. It’s weird how your view of someone can change right before your eyes in an instant. And all you can think about it how much they mean to you. I would give anything to have things the way they were a month ago. I would do anything for you and you know that. I didn’t mean what I said when I said i was done with you. But I’ve felt like you barely even know I’m there lately. When i see you in the halls, it’s like a punch in the face. All i can think about is how much I miss the way we used to be. You tell me that I only want to talk if it’s about something I’m upset about. But I can’t even begin to explain how much that isn’t true. I only tell you things because I can trust you with everything, and I want you to be able to trust me the same. And truth is, I would be happier talking to you all day about useless things then not talking to you at all. I miss the old us. And fight or no fight, talking or not, you changing or me changing, I’ll always be here for you. I wish I didn’t feel like the only one trying, the only one talking, and the only one caring. I miss the way things were a while ago. I miss when we walked down the halls with your arm around me not caring if people thought we were dating because we knew were best friends. Just know that I miss us.